these are the days that I am supposed to remember forever
but alas !
my mind does not seem to wanna remember...
going through weird times now
will face it, it'll be over soon.. hopefully.
not attending college properly, nor am I paying attention to studies , art, reading, writing, bass, football,friends, my online shit nor music
nothing..
don't know where I am drifting away to these days
one of these days even I will leave everything and everyone behind and walk away to another place, somewhere better.
still confused.

-_-
I got tagged by
this is the 1st time even am doing this

but it'll be fun
I think...
hmnmnmnmnmnmn


lets see now

* I hate it when ppl ask for my real name to find out what my
legal name(Sonam shah) is... as if *ENVY* is not real enough!!

* I kinda have a thing for bassists . yes , I luuuuuuurrrrrrvvvvvve them , lolz
* People think I hate colors but I actually don't.. I luv velvet teal, faerie green,
dark magenta(yes I love pink) and purple
* I love wearing skirts .
* I am attached to my things
* I believe I am Immortal or will be atleast
* I live in another world.. so you'll probably find me dazed away dreaming
half the time. plus I don't like talking listening is better..
* I hate talking on the phone.
* My college is going to start from the 20th of this month,I am in 3rd year now!
* I love roses, black calla, lace, velvet, black, black currant, fruit cake,
tall guys, long rides, fantasy/horror movies,dancing around, the wind,
cloudy days, the Addams family etc etc



Directions:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


>>the next is




think that was too much

you wont believe this

I actually got my wallet back
a lady found it on the road and gave it to me at my college
apparently I lost it at a signal stop on the way to college
she was walking with her son to drop him to school
she saw it and picked it up on Saturday while I was crying my eyes out
she came to the college to give it on Sunday
but alas I wasn't there.
when I went to the college on Monday to inform the college about my lost hallticket( and try to find the wallet)
the watchman/security guard called me while I was walking towards the canteen
I wondered wat it was bout
went there and he was like , "nimdu aen adru kaldougeeda allva??" with a grin.
translation
"you have lost something of yours right??? "
I smiled in joy, he was like he has seen my picture in the wallet and recognized me(I am very popular after all )
he told me the story and then gave me the number of the female
I called her
and she came there in like half and hour
I was waiting sitting on the footpath talking to my frnds on the phone surrounded by vehicles
then the guard calls me and I see her
finally I get the wallet have a few nice words with her.
then I get my wallet!! XD
she was so damn sweet

I hugged her and jumped around ..hopping hopping

lol
gave the guard 50bucks fa the happy news
tada
made my mom call the nice lady and thank her too later when I reached my place
and the entire conversation took place n Kannada(the language used in Bangalore,India)

thank you all for caring so much and trying to console me, means a lot.
I swear I wont ever be careless again

and yes I have one exam left after which you can expect me to get back to my art ( and studies too hopefully for the next sem)

am like so weirded
have to stop being attached to materialistic things I swear
lost my wallet today
sadly enough I think I lost hope on those things
r maybe Ill get it back again
miss my damn pen like hell
had to miss an exam today cuz I lost my wallet[it contained my hall ticket(s)] , cost accounts !
hmmmm, and I cried like a pussy cuz of that... I normally don do that
not even for ppl
and hence am confused about what I am...

haven't submitted any deviations recently
got holidays after one more exam
Ill start drawing after that
think Ill try a few colors from now

but dark ,lol


kisses

got new ink pens
**wooohoo**
got INDIA INK too **woohoo** (again**)
O_-
I am god!!!
r will be in a lill while

should learn the basic anatomy of humans and other things
wonder when I will accomplish that
hopefully soon
drew a few more things, haven't scanned it yet,taking references from real pictures of me and other people
and I dont think I will ever scan them , depends on my liking

anyways... ahem
finally gonna pick up y other books and write in them
like poems and short stories. each for one
and I will NOT share them, dunno why!


tests tom
haven't studied shit!!

oh yes and ppl suck shit!!!